Womb Wisdon Journal

Every MOONday I repost 2012 “Ask Spirit” journal entries grouped by the month. Basically, I ask a question and write down the womb wisdom guidance I receive. To receive weekly updates click here. DECEMBER ENTRY 12/2/12 Preparing for my Earthday, what revelations and insights and everything nice can you share with me? It’s your birth-day of peace. You have given birth to peace this day. It’s in your resolve and your heart. You have no-thing to fear, so love is there with you. You can surrender everything, so attachment has left you. What is left in its wake is the beautiful brand of peace that you have born. Peace is the first step in moving forward with guidance and light knowing all things fall in their proper place in time. Trusting divine timing is all that is needed for peace to be born. Your faith has set you free my child. Continue to stay in the light of peace because so many other “yourselves” benefit from this vibration. Guidance

Every MOONday I repost 2012 “Ask Spirit” journal entries grouped by the month. Basically, I ask a question and write down the womb wisdom guidance I receive. To receive weekly updates click here. NOVEMEBER ENTRY 11/19/12 What beautiful words of inspiration you give to me. I am ever so gracious to have you in my life, guiding me. What words can you give my emotions and mind, water and air, so that they can honor each other and grow stronger together in cooperation? I have nothing but love for you DeBorah. Love and silent compassion that gives birth to this love is what I have for you. Don’t you see your beauty? Your beauty is in the very concern you have for your mind and emotions coming together. This desire, this craving will lead them both to a place of equanimity. Intensity balanced with serenity leads to your crown being awakened and your love and compassion pouring forth with grace and style. How wonderful the time you live in. Release fear of other’s approval, and fear of death and you are free. Just be in the moment and know that this is more than enough. What people think about you is none of  your business. Shine in the glory of your light for no other reason than to fulfill your destiny. You can not be judged by the standards of man. This is a new time so be grateful. Know that there is nothing you can do to “mess up.” You are harmonizing to divine frequencies and will heal yourself naturally. Just surrender to the process. Give Thanks

Every MOONday I repost 2012 “Ask Spirit” journal entries grouped by the month. Basically, I ask a question and write down the womb wisdom guidance I receive. To receive weekly updates click here. OCTOBER ENTRY 10/22/12 Today, I need to hear from you. The inner work of getting to the core is quite strong. I would love your guidance in this time of death and rebirth. This period is not the ending and it’s not the beginning. You are embarking on a journey that has no beginning, middle, or end. It has been here since the beginning of time and will be here for all time, for it IS time, even though there is NO time. Release your struggle in the realization of this. Be in the moment and make it last for all eternity. You have it all without having to search for anything. The day of your destiny is upon you. There is nothing left to do but surrender.  Surrender to the cause of that which you came here to experience. My beloved daughter of the light, take magic flight, remembering your Holy connection to ALL THERE IS. Great Mother loves you. Imix is providing your every need and is very near. Just call out to Her and know you are protected. Guidance

Every MOONday I repost 2012 “Ask Spirit” journal entries grouped by the month. Basically, I ask a question and write down the womb wisdom guidance I receive. To receive weekly updates click here. SEPT. ENTRY PT. 3 9/24/12 I am thankful for all that you have taught me and helped me to remember. I am grateful for your love and guidance. You have told me time and time again, just what it is I need to “bee” and focus on. Anything else at this time to further me along? In my mind, you are perfect. Just living at this time and being conscious of the contract that you came here to fulfill is sheer perfection. So, you may not remember all the details or how the scenes in the play all turn out. So what! That’s what makes it exciting and this great adventure worth having. Look around you! This is a special time. The things you know for sure far outweigh what you don’t quite know. You have sun, you have water, and you have friends that assist you to grow in many, many ways. You have powerful ancestors. You have a healthy body. You have love and you are loved by many. And just because at this time you may not know where or how you will get the money to do what you are destined to do, doesn’t mean you stop living. The more you live fully, the more it doesn’t matter how it comes about. Know that the award has already been won. The journey just entails making your way from the banquet table to receive your reward. So give thanks already.

Every MOONday I repost 2012 “Ask Spirit” journal entries grouped by the month. Basically, I ask a question and write down the womb wisdom guidance I receive. To receive weekly updates click here. SEPT. ENTRIES Pt. 2 9/10/12 The baby birds that have been growing and being nurtured outside the house have finally left the nest and ventured off despite the fear of what will come. What symbolism does that hold for me? Good sister you tickle me with your greatness. I am telling you this one time again. You have it all when you have love and courage. These two things will alleviate all obstacles. Your love, your courage-fire and emotions. It’s what you came here to express in real-time. Allow the journey to flex and turn, bounce and pulse as needed in Divine Law. G.O.D. flows through you as you become more self-sufficient. Self-sufficiency is a sister’s calling. Not for your “own” glory, but for the glory of G.O.D.’s will, within and without. 9/17/12 Another beautiful day of existence and another opportunity to look clearly at what it is that brings me the most joy. Just what is it that gives my life enough challenge to move forward in growth, yet also supports and comforts my person to not be traumatized, while spreading its wings. Each progression, when done with love in mind and courage in action can bring you into fuller expression of who you know yourself to be. Remember Dear Heart, this is NOT about right or wrong, but about molding a soul. It’s NOT about success or failure, for who you are is an aspect of G.O.D. energy and failure proof. You are here to experience the game with wonder and trust, knowing it all works out in the end for the one that believes with love in their hearts and wisdom in their soul. You are, you have been, and you always will be, doing just fine my love.

Every MOONday I repost 2012 “Ask Spirit” journal entries grouped by the month. Basically, I ask a question and write down the womb wisdom guidance I receive. To receive weekly updates click here. SEPT. ENTRY Pt. 1 9/3/12 I am delivered when I slow down, seeing my Inner Purpose of being present in eternity with presence as my ultimate goal and experience. I am beginning to see how this leads so naturally to all else that follows. What a great joy it is to see you blossom. To see you reaching more and more into the darkness and bringing forth more light, more perception. Yes, your time is here. Yet, always remember your true purpose. That purpose is to Be Happy. If no happiness is found in what you are doing or in the present moment, then know you are choosing to believe in the illusion. Worry not. It is just to observe and remember Who You Are. It is the key to life unfolding perfectly for you and all of humanity. We are going together to a new place that has gifts. And the first is to be happy right now. Love Always  

Every MOONday I repost 2012 “Ask Spirit” journal entries grouped by the month. Basically, I ask a question and write down the womb wisdom guidance I receive. To receive weekly updates click here. AUG. ENTRY Pt. 2 8/27/12 I guess my question is how do I know that I am balancing presence with outer purpose? Does the journey just consist of staying present and observing? My dearest daughter. Life is constantly moving around in you. From the left and right, up and down, and all over the place. Your job is to just let it be. Let it flow. Your other job is to remember Who You Are at all times. Be willing to give it all up at a second’s notice. Be willing to hold on to your truth with all your power. Be willing to be all you can ever be. All there ever was, is, and will be, is LOVE. Yet, to get to this space takes perspective. This perspective comes in time and no time, with kindness and no kindness, with more fear and more love. Eventually, you all remember what it is you are and what you are going back to. I Love You!

Every MOONday I repost 2012 “Ask Spirit” journal entries grouped by the month. Basically, I ask a question and write down the womb wisdom guidance I receive. To receive weekly updates click here. AUG. ENTRY Pt. 1 8/20/12 Full moon flowers blossom in the yard. As I sweep, I see a pretty red rose sharing its gift with me. The scent, the beauty, is a reflection of me, in all my glory. From deep inside the yard and deep inside myself, the heart of hearts is blossoming and shining its light. I love you! Know that the love that you are is better by far than anything you can ever be based on negativity. Your blossom is a sweet smell in the garden of life. Never stop looking out into the world to see the grace and the beauty that exists. This is a reflection of you! This can never stop! It’s the reason you incarnated on this planet. Let the joy of life continue forever even in the midst of it all.  You are protected in ways unheard of. Just shine, surrender and commit in cycles and cycles. Guidance  

Every MOONday I repost 2012 “Ask Spirit” journal entries grouped by the month. Basically, I ask a question and write down the womb wisdom guidance I receive. To receive weekly updates click here. Tribute To My Mama’s Womb & The Birth of a 24-Year Dream On Jan. 2nd, 24 years ago, the idea for this book was birthed. Around the same time, I first discovered where my writing gift originated. My mother woke me up early one morning, excited to share what she “downloaded” in her journal. I was so impressed that I typed it up and shared it with a card on her birthday. I originally posted it as In Her Own Words on DeBorah B’s Travel Bug Blog for Black History Month. You’ll see why it’s an appropriate “Womb Wisdom Journal” post for today. I hope you enjoy this tribute written in my mother’s own words. MOTHER’S JOURNAL ENTRY Summer 2000 We as Blacks of African descent, are people of rhythm. This came out of the rhythm of nature. We are earth people. Our ancestors studied nature by necessity, as a matter of survival. They were nomads. They wandered off at certain times looking for food. Therefore, they were impelled to study the stars, the planets, herbs, and even animals. They developed their so-called sixth sense, their sense of perception. When the White man of Europe came and invaded our ancestors and sold them as slaves; their culture was stripped from them. They were treated in inhumane ways. They were deprived of their families. They were raped, beaten, and overworked- forced to be traitors to one another. All these negative traits had a negative impact on our ancestors; not only in the US but also abroad. Yet the worst was that here in the Americas, our ancestors were not allowed to practice their religion- ways of culture, etc. The body is a complicated mystical wonder. It is made up of bones, muscles, organs, nerves, and glands. It also has chemical and electrical components. It is a wonder that man had studied this, a wonder he understands how it is made of what it is made, even the proportions in which it is made. Yet man can not make life. He can sustain it, but he cannot make it. This is the mystical, divine side of man. The life force energy field is in every cell of our being. It flows in us like a river flows. Effortless. We must capture that essence, the Divine Spirit within us. Until then, will we have peace. Only then, will we forgive. We Must Forgive! We must let go of the hurt of the past, of the anger, of whatever we are holding onto, whether it is conscious or unconscious. We must get back to our nature, to the Earth. Our ancestors had dances. They were tribal dances. In all of these dances, body movement and rhythm were an integral part. This was a form of expansion. Their bodies were one with nature. Their minds were free. They were able to think and develop strategies. They stimulated the chemical component in their bodies. They did not need drugs!!! Their body chemistry provided them with the so-called “high” or peace that one wants when he turns to drugs. This wonder, the body, must be functioning just as the Creator intends it to function. That is, we must be able to move our bodies without pain, just as we did when we were children. This is the key to rejuvenation! By moving our body parts with rhythm, sound, and music, we then enhance this spiritual and chemical part of us. Each outer unit is attached to a certain color and this color is to a certain chakra. This is the secret to the healing process. The female pelvis contains all the secrets of nature. Black women, that of whom the Creator chooses to conceive and carry life and bring life into the universe, are the most important beings. Think of this. Our wombs have been the carriers of our men. Black men. Great men. All kinds of men. Black women, in this aspect, join all women everywhere. Every race, every culture, every creed. We all have this extreme gift from our Creator! Our pelvis is very potent. Use it to get close to God. Use it to unlock the mysteries of life. Powerful Life Force. So Mote it Be! Written by, Daisy King-Bellony

Every MOONday I repost 2012 “Ask Spirit” journal entries grouped by the month. Basically, I ask a question and write down the womb wisdom guidance I receive. To receive weekly updates click here. JULY ENTRIES Pt. 2 7/23/12 I am in love with life. Everything is an opportunity to see the grace of love shine bright. Has slowing all the way down allowed me to correct my aggressive forward path toward my goals? In principle, you are forever embedded with All That Is. You are a shining little universe within yourself. In practice, life becomes more interesting when you exude this from a place of Self-Love and Self-Sufficiency. It’s what you came here to do. This interchange is what books are made of and monuments are built for. You are releasing any judgment you have about this beautiful process. Every aspect of this process is Bee-U-T-FULL indeed. Everything is G.O.D. It’s All GOOD. Love is to be happy with. When you don’t mind what happens next,  life uses you more and more to be the most perfect vessel you can be. Loving You Dearly! 730/12 Every day is a lesson/observation/experience in staying centered. Even if there is pain and even if there is gain. I’m thankful to be gifted with your love and wisdom. Please share with me what is most needed this day. Your presence is needed and most of all your smile. It has power that smile of yours. Smile at the joys of life. Smile at the adversities. Smile at the duality showing up as evil and good. Smile at your shortcomings. Smile at your strengths. Smile at how far you’ve come and smile at how far you have to go. Give a big cheesy grin to that one called judgment and salute the warrior within with a grace-filled smile. This is what you need today and you are on your way! Give Thanks

Every MOONday I repost 2012 “Ask Spirit” journal entries grouped by the month. Basically, I ask a question and write down the womb wisdom guidance I receive. To receive weekly updates click here. JULY ENTRIES Pt. 1 7/2/12 What form will the book take? It will take the form of YOU. More important it will follow the work you do on YOU. As the writing takes place, you will be filled with grace and insight, yet you must ignite it. Follow your plan and understand there is no attachment to any woman or man—or plan. There is just the writing and inviting of whatever flows through to you. So, the book takes your shape. It takes your form. The book IS about you. The process and journey you embark on is far greater than anyone who reads or doesn’t read it. They are just experiencing a marvel secondhand. While YOU are the main character experiencing each page with your heart and soul. Give Thanks. 7/9/12 What would you like to see in the book? I would like to see YOU in this book, without agenda. Head bowed, heart open, and fully self-mastered. I’d like to see your eyes shining with the light of what you know in your heart is possible. I’d like to see a part of you that was once only in “rare form” be the norm. Can you handle that? Does this frighten you or enlighten you? Does it elevate you or does it stagnate you? I’d like to see YOU, the real YOU, shine through in this book onto every page and set your heart free with the light of LOVE! It’s what you were called for and what you came here to do. 7/16/12 What is possible for my person to gain more confidence? Bee mindful and present. Practice being in your body and seeing with G.O.D.’s eyes. Follow a plan and a ritual that allows for flow to enter as much as possible. Smile, laugh, observe and resend. These four are your foundation. And mindfulness is the house in which you live. Allow it to come to you with ease, grace, and glory. It is already done when you think of it. When you realize and release resistance, you are re-energized and guided back into the reality of who you really are and what you came here to recover. Fear is not an option. This is the time and now is the moment of power. Seize the day and night, bring unity, and then take magic flight.  

Every MOONday I repost 2012 “Ask Spirit” journal entries grouped by the month. Basically, I ask a question and write down the womb wisdom guidance I receive. To receive weekly updates click here. JUNE ENTRIES Pt. 2 6/18/12 What is it that my person has been unwilling to see? Your eyesight hasn’t been perfect for a reason. There are lots of things your person has pushed out. Probably just as much as it has let in to form your current reality. Yet all of that is dissolving now. For you are stronger now. You are ready now. You’ve broken all the vows that have prevented you from seeing your magnificence, as well as your wounds. You are now poised in a position to choose to see and receive all that life has gifted you to see. And to present it in a way that amazes the world, especially yourself. What have you been unwilling to see? Well that is easy! Everything is in divine perfect order. And you have been as obedient and reckless and caring and insensitive as you were ordained to be. You are perfection in motion whose time has simply come. How does it get any better than that? 6/25/12 All This Time! All this time I thought I only wanted to write. It turns out, I only want to live a life worth writing about. Perfecting myself as a vessel for G.O.D.’s purposes is more important than perfecting my penwomanship. What I am already Starseeded to Bee comes to the forefront without effort as I surrender to the process and stay present. How did I not see this before? All this need for approval and the need to impress can now go toward me shining my light on the darkest regions within and without in complete non-judgment and compassion. As I give thanks for my perfect fate, I perfect my Beeingness as an attribute that is lived, not just talked about. It’s All G.O.D. The rest takes care of itself. I just show up, assume the disposition and let it fruition. Give thanks for the heaven, earth, moon and stars-within and without.

Every MOONday I repost 2012 “Ask Spirit” journal entries grouped by the month. Basically, I ask a question and write down the womb wisdom guidance I receive. To receive weekly updates click here. JUNE ENTRIES Pt. 1 6/4/12 Why does my person care about this book? That’s a good, good question you are asking because everything changes as you continue to change. Maybe it’s for completion. Maybe it’s for healing so as you go on to the next phase of your life, you have given back to those who are where you were. Maybe, maybe, maybe. Maybe, it’s past life karma, of which the writing helps clear up. Maybe it’s a personal vendetta, disguised in a personal agenda. Maybe, maybe, maybe. Maybe the reason is crystal  clear today, and then it’s gone goodbye tomorrow. The real important thing over all maybes? The real important thing is that you begin the journey. Yet begin it with surrender. Begin it with no idea of what the outcome might be. Begin it without fear of what others might say. Begin it and let the process transform you, inform you, alarm you. Allow the life and breath of adventure and true voice come visit you. Allow G.O.D., your guides and angels to speak to and through you. Maybe that’s enough to begin and end with. 6/11/12 What should I be willing to do to make this book happen? You ARE willing to give your time and energy to the process and the journey. You ARE willing to confront procrastination, fear and your own power. You ARE ready to use the astrological force and pull of this time to bring into fruition what will SAVE YOUR LIFE. You ARE willing to do this because you have been gifted the time at the right time, the place at the right space, and the vessel vision for the right mission. Nothing you have done before this and nothing that you will do after this has ever been anything but pure perfection. You are an angel that hasn’t been allowed to see your beauty and your shine. Yet the writing process will help you claim what you already are. Now is the moment that’s time has come, and YOU are the one that you’ve been waiting for. All hail the queen within and without a doubt, that is you staring back in the mirror!

In a lecture titled, “Cleansing Ourselves of European Concepts,” anthropologist Dr. Marimba Ani states that in Afrikan cosmology, the concept of the womb is understood as nowhere else because the womb is not just a physical organ with just a physical function. The womb represents a nurturing, organizing creative principle that symbolizes the creative organizing principle of the universe. As a womb-man, I liken my womb to my muse or what I called “Poetic Inspiration” in my second book Prayers of a Virgin: 52 Weeks of Poetic Inspiration and Personal Planetary Guidance with the Destiny Cards. For years, I’ve kept a Womb Wisdom Journal. The way it works is I ask a question and receive insight from what I’m guided to write. In 2012, I posted these entries every Monday as “Ask Spirit” because I was concerned with turning people off by calling it a Womb Journal. In 2022, I’ve decided to let that go and repurpose my 2012 Entries grouped by months every Moonday. I hope you enjoy the first two entries. On the menu bar, you can learn more about the Dreamer, the 23-Year Dream, and the Writing Timeline. G.O.D.-willing, I will have the 6-Month Countdown and the Blog Post Page up by the new moon on Aug. 11th. Also, it’s not too late to take the poll and let me know what type posts you’re interested in. Enjoy! MAY ENTRIES May 21, 2012 What is the change you envision for my person? I see a DeBorah with a different aura. I see a woman willing to live on this planet without fear. Willing to share from the heart and be strengthened by silent compassion, gentle strength and the courage of true surrender. I see a mentally, physically, vibrationally powerful DeBorah that doesn’t make excuses for her power. I see a DeBorah more fulfilled not just for having published or getting her voice across. She is a more fulfilled DeBorah because she had fun, trust, and gained strength from the journey. And now living on this planet MEANS something after all. And now something can be handed down to the next generation, literally and more so energetically, for you having lived life fully in the present, with an open heart. Yet, so much more is possible. As you release attachment to the outcome, the highest and most fulfilling aspects of these possibilities come to fruition in G.O.D. speed. Give Thanks. May 28, 2012 What is the change you envision for the reader? I see a reader that is filled and fulfilled by the love and light and insight you share. I see a reader that is thankful that you had the courage and the love to share your innermost heart so free of ego and fear. A clear vessel with the power of wisdom and the truth and vision of youthful innocence. Untampered by agenda, your voice rings clear to the ear. It allows the reader to stand naked in the truth and be encouraged or disturbed as they see fit. I see a grateful reader. Whether for or against you. I see a reader so glad that it’s been all put on the table for the world to see and for inner and outer dialog to take place. Yes! I see a reader changed forever more and a wildfire of love, truth, and appreciation as well as fear, doubt, and aggression. Yet,  the book’s most defensive war tactic- is the power of its LOVE.