Coming Full Circle

Every MOONday I repost 2012 “Ask Spirit” journal entries grouped by the month. Basically, I ask a question and write down the womb wisdom guidance I receive. To receive weekly updates click here.

JULY ENTRIES Pt. 1

7/2/12

What form will the book take?

It will take the form of YOU. More important it will follow the work you do on YOU. As the writing takes place, you will be filled with grace and insight, yet you must ignite it. Follow your plan and understand there is no attachment to any woman or man—or plan. There is just the writing and inviting of whatever flows through to you. So, the book takes your shape. It takes your form. The book IS about you. The process and journey you embark on is far greater than anyone who reads or doesn’t read it. They are just experiencing a marvel secondhand. While YOU are the main character experiencing each page with your heart and soul. Give Thanks.

7/9/12

What would you like to see in the book?

I would like to see YOU in this book, without agenda. Head bowed, heart open, and fully self-mastered. I’d like to see your eyes shining with the light of what you know in your heart is possible. I’d like to see a part of you that was once only in “rare form” be the norm. Can you handle that? Does this frighten you or enlighten you? Does it elevate you or does it stagnate you? I’d like to see YOU, the real YOU, shine through in this book onto every page and set your heart free with the light of LOVE! It’s what you were called for and what you came here to do.

7/16/12

What is possible for my person to gain more confidence?

Bee mindful and present. Practice being in your body and seeing with G.O.D.’s eyes. Follow a plan and a ritual that allows for flow to enter as much as possible. Smile, laugh, observe and resend. These four are your foundation. And mindfulness is the house in which you live. Allow it to come to you with ease, grace, and glory. It is already done when you think of it. When you realize and release resistance, you are re-energized and guided back into the reality of who you really are and what you came here to recover. Fear is not an option. This is the time and now is the moment of power. Seize the day and night, bring unity, and then take magic flight.

Every MOONday I repost 2012 “Ask Spirit” journal entries grouped by the month. Basically, I ask a question and write down the womb wisdom guidance I receive. To receive weekly updates click here.

JUNE ENTRIES Pt. 2

6/18/12

What is it that my person has been unwilling to see?

Your eyesight hasn’t been perfect for a reason. There are lots of things your person has pushed out. Probably just as much as it has let in to form your current reality. Yet all of that is dissolving now. For you are stronger now. You are ready now. You’ve broken all the vows that have prevented you from seeing your magnificence, as well as your wounds. You are now poised in a position to choose to see and receive all that life has gifted you to see. And to present it in a way that amazes the world, especially yourself. What have you been unwilling to see? Well that is easy! Everything is in divine perfect order. And you have been as obedient and reckless and caring and insensitive as you were ordained to be. You are perfection in motion whose time has simply come. How does it get any better than that?

6/25/12

All This Time!

All this time I thought I only wanted to write. It turns out, I only want to live a life worth writing about. Perfecting myself as a vessel for G.O.D.’s purposes is more important than perfecting my penwomanship. What I am already Starseeded to Bee comes to the forefront without effort as I surrender to the process and stay present. How did I not see this before? All this need for approval and the need to impress can now go toward me shining my light on the darkest regions within and without in complete non-judgment and compassion. As I give thanks for my perfect fate, I perfect my Beeingness as an attribute that is lived, not just talked about. It’s All G.O.D. The rest takes care of itself. I just show up, assume the disposition and let it fruition. Give thanks for the heaven, earth, moon and stars-within and without.

Every MOONday I repost 2012 “Ask Spirit” journal entries grouped by the month. Basically, I ask a question and write down the womb wisdom guidance I receive. To receive weekly updates click here.

JUNE ENTRIES Pt. 1

6/4/12

Why does my person care about this book?

That’s a good, good question you are asking because everything changes as you continue to change. Maybe it’s for completion. Maybe it’s for healing so as you go on to the next phase of your life, you have given back to those who are where you were. Maybe, maybe, maybe. Maybe, it’s past life karma, of which the writing helps clear up. Maybe it’s a personal vendetta, disguised in a personal agenda. Maybe, maybe, maybe. Maybe the reason is crystal  clear today, and then it’s gone goodbye tomorrow. The real important thing over all maybes? The real important thing is that you begin the journey. Yet begin it with surrender. Begin it with no idea of what the outcome might be. Begin it without fear of what others might say. Begin it and let the process transform you, inform you, alarm you. Allow the life and breath of adventure and true voice come visit you. Allow G.O.D., your guides and angels to speak to and through you. Maybe that’s enough to begin and end with.

6/11/12

What should I be willing to do to make this book happen?

You ARE willing to give your time and energy to the process and the journey. You ARE willing to confront procrastination, fear and your own power. You ARE ready to use the astrological force and pull of this time to bring into fruition what will SAVE YOUR LIFE. You ARE willing to do this because you have been gifted the time at the right time, the place at the right space, and the vessel vision for the right mission. Nothing you have done before this and nothing that you will do after this has ever been anything but pure perfection. You are an angel that hasn’t been allowed to see your beauty and your shine. Yet the writing process will help you claim what you already are. Now is the moment that’s time has come, and YOU are the one that you’ve been waiting for. All hail the queen within and without a doubt, that is you staring back in the mirror!

In a lecture titled, “Cleansing Ourselves of European Concepts,” anthropologist Dr. Marimba Ani states that in Afrikan cosmology, the concept of the womb is understood as nowhere else because the womb is not just a physical organ with just a physical function. The womb represents a nurturing, organizing creative principle that symbolizes the creative organizing principle of the universe. As a womb-man, I liken my womb to my muse or what I called “Poetic Inspiration” in my second book Prayers of a Virgin: 52 Weeks of Poetic Inspiration and Personal Planetary Guidance with the Destiny Cards. For years, I’ve kept a Womb Wisdom Journal. The way it works is I ask a question and receive insight from what I’m guided to write. In 2012, I posted these entries every Monday as “Ask Spirit” because I was concerned with turning people off by calling it a Womb Journal. In 2022, I’ve decided to let that go and repurpose my 2012 Entries grouped by months every Moonday. I hope you enjoy the first two entries. On the menu bar, you can learn more about the Dreamer, the 23-Year Dream, and the Writing Timeline. G.O.D.-willing, I will have the 6-Month Countdown and the Blog Post Page up by the new moon on Aug. 11th. Also, it’s not too late to take the poll and let me know what type posts you’re interested in. Enjoy!

MAY ENTRIES

May 21, 2012

What is the change you envision for my person?

I see a DeBorah with a different aura. I see a woman willing to live on this planet without fear. Willing to share from the heart and be strengthened by silent compassion, gentle strength and the courage of true surrender. I see a mentally, physically, vibrationally powerful DeBorah that doesn’t make excuses for her power. I see a DeBorah more fulfilled not just for having published or getting her voice across. She is a more fulfilled DeBorah because she had fun, trust, and gained strength from the journey. And now living on this planet MEANS something after all. And now something can be handed down to the next generation, literally and more so energetically, for you having lived life fully in the present, with an open heart. Yet, so much more is possible. As you release attachment to the outcome, the highest and most fulfilling aspects of these possibilities come to fruition in G.O.D. speed. Give Thanks.

May 28, 2012

What is the change you envision for the reader?

I see a reader that is filled and fulfilled by the love and light and insight you share. I see a reader that is thankful that you had the courage and the love to share your innermost heart so free of ego and fear. A clear vessel with the power of wisdom and the truth and vision of youthful innocence. Untampered by agenda, your voice rings clear to the ear. It allows the reader to stand naked in the truth and be encouraged or disturbed as they see fit. I see a grateful reader. Whether for or against you. I see a reader so glad that it’s been all put on the table for the world to see and for inner and outer dialog to take place. Yes! I see a reader changed forever more and a wildfire of love, truth, and appreciation as well as fear, doubt, and aggression. Yet,  the book’s most defensive war tactic- is the power of its LOVE.